|| Rant
Alright i think this is gonna be a rant post because i have so much to rant about like just the mere thought of it makes my blood boil.
Witnessed so many times/occasion where someone just change because they've met new friends. This happens like everywhere especially like now since we've entered or gone to different JCs or polys and meet new friends. So people whom you trust or think wont change/will stay by your side/keep your secrets will eventually change; same for friends you've just made in poly.
I mean its understandable because we meet new people and you need to adapt but wtf some people just adapt to the wrong things. Like those things you need to adapt and change you didnt and you try to act like you're a princess and expect people to go with your flow - hello you're not the princess anymore time to wake up. And for things that you should have stayed true to yourself you just absdivboibierbvierkvk poof.
Back to the topic. Everyone wants to make new friends and stuff and get closer to their newer friends but wtf you do not neglect your old friends like that. You should have made the effort to at least show people(or me) that.. you actually acknowledge me/still remembers me and stuff and maybe feel alittle sorry - AT LEAST I CAN TRY AND UNDERSTAND YOU like okay its understandable cus i do that too and i make new friends also; BUT IF YOU JUST SAY/SHOW IT IN MY FACE THAT YOU JUST HECK ABOUT ME BUT RATHER SPEND TIME WITH SOME OTHERS THEN JUST GO KILL YOURSELF BYE.
And personally, i think im one who likes to share my stuff and i think i share it quite easily if i feel comfortable with you LOL and i think i feel comfortable quite fast/easily if we've been talking constantly and stuff. Maybe that why (people think) i dont keep secrets well ha ha ha but i think i can keep secrets pretty well.. I guess. Unless i say them out unintentionally.. Anyway back to the point - some people are just goddamn assholes. They ask because they just wanna know whats happening and its not like they truly care. Yknow, just kpo kpo. If they have time they ask and know; if they dont, YOU CAN GODDAMN SEE FROM THEIR REPLIES then they'll just heck cause its not their problem anyways right. -_-
And i hate it when people reply un-enthusiastically because i think i reply very enthu-ly (ha ha ha), sometimes over enthu AND IF YOU DONT REPLY WITH SOME ENTHUSIASM I FEEL LIKE IM ANNOYING YOU. But some people dont even put the effort - its like they're telling you straight-off that they dont give a shit. WHATTHEHELL THEN JUST DONT TALK TO ME IN THE FIRST PLACE - okay i wont talk to you then. I keep telling myself to not reply so enthusiastically back but i cant help it lol. But at least show some enthusiasm because i think i've been giving pretty enthu responses even if what you've said is just total bullshit/irrelevant.
They text you to ask/tell you something. Then you reply. Then for me sometimes i'll just go on to say something else to keep the convo going. Its either the person just dont reply back, or THEY JUST IGNORE THE WHOLE DAMN CHUNK I'VE SAID AND ASK/SAY ANOTHER THING. /CLAPS/ Okay for this maybe its because im too talkative and the person is just so goddamn sick of me, right. -_-
Some people gets jealous so easily aonownvorajsvar. I mean okay you're jealous i get it(Sometimes they dont even acknowledge it), its normal. But its none of my fudging business why are you taking it out on me lol. Its not like im having it better what, okay maybe a tiny little bit better but THATS WHAT I USED TO EXPERIENCE so suck it up.
Heh pretty sure i'll regret this post in the future and would want to delete it LOL. But thats how i feel now and im only feeling like 60% better LOL I REALLY NEED TO RANT IT OUT TO SOMEONE HAHAHAH.
Till the next post!
|| Rant
Alright i think this is gonna be a rant post because i have so much to rant about like just the mere thought of it makes my blood boil.
Witnessed so many times/occasion where someone just change because they've met new friends. This happens like everywhere especially like now since we've entered or gone to different JCs or polys and meet new friends. So people whom you trust or think wont change/will stay by your side/keep your secrets will eventually change; same for friends you've just made in poly.
I mean its understandable because we meet new people and you need to adapt but wtf some people just adapt to the wrong things. Like those things you need to adapt and change you didnt and you try to act like you're a princess and expect people to go with your flow - hello you're not the princess anymore time to wake up. And for things that you should have stayed true to yourself you just absdivboibierbvierkvk poof.
Back to the topic. Everyone wants to make new friends and stuff and get closer to their newer friends but wtf you do not neglect your old friends like that. You should have made the effort to at least show people(or me) that.. you actually acknowledge me/still remembers me and stuff and maybe feel alittle sorry - AT LEAST I CAN TRY AND UNDERSTAND YOU like okay its understandable cus i do that too and i make new friends also; BUT IF YOU JUST SAY/SHOW IT IN MY FACE THAT YOU JUST HECK ABOUT ME BUT RATHER SPEND TIME WITH SOME OTHERS THEN JUST GO KILL YOURSELF BYE.
And personally, i think im one who likes to share my stuff and i think i share it quite easily if i feel comfortable with you LOL and i think i feel comfortable quite fast/easily if we've been talking constantly and stuff. Maybe that why (people think) i dont keep secrets well ha ha ha but i think i can keep secrets pretty well.. I guess. Unless i say them out unintentionally.. Anyway back to the point - some people are just goddamn assholes. They ask because they just wanna know whats happening and its not like they truly care. Yknow, just kpo kpo. If they have time they ask and know; if they dont, YOU CAN GODDAMN SEE FROM THEIR REPLIES then they'll just heck cause its not their problem anyways right. -_-
And i hate it when people reply un-enthusiastically because i think i reply very enthu-ly (ha ha ha), sometimes over enthu AND IF YOU DONT REPLY WITH SOME ENTHUSIASM I FEEL LIKE IM ANNOYING YOU. But some people dont even put the effort - its like they're telling you straight-off that they dont give a shit. WHATTHEHELL THEN JUST DONT TALK TO ME IN THE FIRST PLACE - okay i wont talk to you then. I keep telling myself to not reply so enthusiastically back but i cant help it lol. But at least show some enthusiasm because i think i've been giving pretty enthu responses even if what you've said is just total bullshit/irrelevant.
They text you to ask/tell you something. Then you reply. Then for me sometimes i'll just go on to say something else to keep the convo going. Its either the person just dont reply back, or THEY JUST IGNORE THE WHOLE DAMN CHUNK I'VE SAID AND ASK/SAY ANOTHER THING. /CLAPS/ Okay for this maybe its because im too talkative and the person is just so goddamn sick of me, right. -_-
Some people gets jealous so easily aonownvorajsvar. I mean okay you're jealous i get it(Sometimes they dont even acknowledge it), its normal. But its none of my fudging business why are you taking it out on me lol. Its not like im having it better what, okay maybe a tiny little bit better but THATS WHAT I USED TO EXPERIENCE so suck it up.
Heh pretty sure i'll regret this post in the future and would want to delete it LOL. But thats how i feel now and im only feeling like 60% better LOL I REALLY NEED TO RANT IT OUT TO SOMEONE HAHAHAH.
Till the next post!
Jingyi
The Ownder
{ Other's opinions dont matter }
The name's Jingyi. Born on 7th August, '96 Liner. If you cant count, Im seventeen going eighteen this year!
Singapore Polytechnic, Banking and Finance.
Kindof an awkward turtle, but super straightforward. Also kindof into KPOP - SoNyuhShiDae and Infinite are the top bias groups!