|| 2014
Happy 2014!
Time seriously flies. And this year seemed to have went past faster than any other year - poly life has been happening too fast.
It seemed like it was just last year where its like what, 2007? I was in.. P5. Come to think of it P5 has been the fun-est year for me - thats what i always say. But i believe i've had sososoo much more laughter and fun in the next few years; all those little little moments with different people. Just that it didnt really make THAT much impact for me to always remember it. P5 was a horrible year because I have been sooooo rebellious but come to think of it i dont regret what I did HAHAHA at least i have something to think back to bcos i was #badassjingyi back then :P
Anyway, back to topic. To be honest it doesnt even feel like 2013 is ending because i'll still be a year1 next year when i get back for Sem2Term2 LOL. Weird poly system.
Throwback to the start of the year - January was when we were all having fun/working because we were waiting for our Olevel results. Was really happy with my olevels results because i felt like i deserved it..? And to be honest, and i really really didnt expect my english grade. When i saw my english grade my heart literally jumped because English has always been what worried me the most - i have been failing since the start of the year and one of the weakest in class. And it might be an irony but the Os period was another best period in my life. Like even though i felt stress but i feel super happy (IDK WHY LOL) and i feel like i know more people/got closer to much more people in my batch.
Omg off-track again. Os was 2012. SEE WHAT I MEANT BY TIME FLIES. It doesnt feel that long ago ):
Right. Tbh i dont remember what happened between January to April.. I think i did some meetups/work. Working at gongcha was the worst decision of my life LOL. Even though i met new friends there but they werent really my type of friend (but they are very nice with the exception of my incharge). She sucked like !!!?!?!*(&(!%&%$&@!^# I think im the only one that dislike her because i feel like shes always against me?! Me and only me. Making me dislike going for work everyday ._. Like i wont ever look forward to it. And living your life not expecting/looking forward to something sucks LOL.
Thereafter poly started and I was a hugehugehuge awkward turtle on the first week. But slowly as I started to make friends my true self comes out hahahaha. I believe I can safely say im the noisiest(and most annoying) person in class and everyone would agree LOL. But thats just in my class - to people im kinda close with. Everywhere else im still an awkward turtle... Like in my course.. In business school.. Im forever going "我跟你很熟 mey" in my mind when people try to talk to me without a reason. I KNOW IM DAMN DAO LA BUT I CANT HELP IT. I want to make lots of new friends but i just cant HAHAHA. Why cant i be more outgoing and sociable haiyo. Anyway then I was in a clique with Yockyen, Cecilia and Jiahui. They're seriously the closest friend I've made in poly and its amazing how fast we became close and im super bummed that we're changing class next year. That means making and finding new (my type of) friends again. Hope we dont turn into hi-bye friends after year1.
Oh yeah, theres still SDZ where i kinda spend lots of time in cause there are always events happening - Insync, Waves18, Jams. Wanted to get in quite badly because I wanted a cca and if i dont get in then.. I'll be cca-less since i have nothing else i wanna join haha. Im a super huge awkward turtle there (Still am) but I think im getting
alittle better now, just a little lol. Met lots of new friends in SDZ too and I highly recommend people to get a cca and stay involved in it if you want another group of close friends (((: Met lots of people who have super huge passion towards dance and it makes me feel super inferior, but i was exposed to lots of things about dance that i didnt know. (:
and... BBOY IS SO COOL. *Fangirls* I'll bet if im still the 2012 Jingyi i wont find it as cool/wont even notice it but now im like *u*
Poly life is so much better than JC life - thats what i tell myself everyday/ what keeps me motivated to continue and push on for my studies and projects. Because sometimes the projects given is such a pain in the ass. TOO MUCH PROJECTS LAH. But i bet I'll experience maybe.. 3times the stress if i was in a JC? So im always thankful that i chose a poly. For the JAE I have been comtemplating whether to go to a JC or Poly LOL - as of now I think im pretty happy with my decision.
And I think I've adapted pretty well. As in, I have always been annoying to my friends HAHAHA but in secondary school it has been the "omg you're so lame" type of annoying but in poly its the guailan type of annoying LOL. I think my gl-ing skills have improved drastically. (; I learn very fast 有没有.
I havent done a New Year Resolution before because I think I have 0 discipline for this kind of things cause im super super lazy. Take for example if I were to set a goal for me to exercise blahblahblah times a week, I NEVER EVER DO IT. I'll just forget totally about it lol.
But im still doing it now anyway:
1. Maintain this blog & not let it rot
2. Maintain my GPA
3. Less annoying/more mature..? (BUT WHERES THE FUN IN BEING MATURE.)
4. To be a better daughter/sister
5. Take good care of my skin (HAHAHAHA.) Leggo clear skin.
6. Maintain my weight/Lose weight (Bcos its impossible for me to grow anymore)
7. Be less of an awkward turtle and make > 朋友!
8. Improve in dance. (Learn/Master new techniques..? (:)
Anyway nowadays I think im becoming more and more of a quitter omg. T_T My willpower is damn weak. If i cant do something, I'll just go "I cannot do it lah!" then just give up and not train for it. Sighpie THIS SHOULD NOT HAPPEN. RAHHHHHH must be motivated to do better in everything.
Lets hope 2014 will be a better, more interesting, more fulfiling and more meaningful year. I need more (positive) interesting things to happen in my lifeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Im sosososo lazy to add pictures to this post so.. (:
Kudos to you if you've read everything because IT MUST BE BORING HAHAHAH.
2014 would be a great year!!! Im saying this based on my gut feelings yesyes :P
Till the next post!
|| 2014
Happy 2014!
Time seriously flies. And this year seemed to have went past faster than any other year - poly life has been happening too fast.
It seemed like it was just last year where its like what, 2007? I was in.. P5. Come to think of it P5 has been the fun-est year for me - thats what i always say. But i believe i've had sososoo much more laughter and fun in the next few years; all those little little moments with different people. Just that it didnt really make THAT much impact for me to always remember it. P5 was a horrible year because I have been sooooo rebellious but come to think of it i dont regret what I did HAHAHA at least i have something to think back to bcos i was #badassjingyi back then :P
Anyway, back to topic. To be honest it doesnt even feel like 2013 is ending because i'll still be a year1 next year when i get back for Sem2Term2 LOL. Weird poly system.
Throwback to the start of the year - January was when we were all having fun/working because we were waiting for our Olevel results. Was really happy with my olevels results because i felt like i deserved it..? And to be honest, and i really really didnt expect my english grade. When i saw my english grade my heart literally jumped because English has always been what worried me the most - i have been failing since the start of the year and one of the weakest in class. And it might be an irony but the Os period was another best period in my life. Like even though i felt stress but i feel super happy (IDK WHY LOL) and i feel like i know more people/got closer to much more people in my batch.
Omg off-track again. Os was 2012. SEE WHAT I MEANT BY TIME FLIES. It doesnt feel that long ago ):
Right. Tbh i dont remember what happened between January to April.. I think i did some meetups/work. Working at gongcha was the worst decision of my life LOL. Even though i met new friends there but they werent really my type of friend (but they are very nice with the exception of my incharge). She sucked like !!!?!?!*(&(!%&%$&@!^# I think im the only one that dislike her because i feel like shes always against me?! Me and only me. Making me dislike going for work everyday ._. Like i wont ever look forward to it. And living your life not expecting/looking forward to something sucks LOL.
Thereafter poly started and I was a hugehugehuge awkward turtle on the first week. But slowly as I started to make friends my true self comes out hahahaha. I believe I can safely say im the noisiest(and most annoying) person in class and everyone would agree LOL. But thats just in my class - to people im kinda close with. Everywhere else im still an awkward turtle... Like in my course.. In business school.. Im forever going "我跟你很熟 mey" in my mind when people try to talk to me without a reason. I KNOW IM DAMN DAO LA BUT I CANT HELP IT. I want to make lots of new friends but i just cant HAHAHA. Why cant i be more outgoing and sociable haiyo. Anyway then I was in a clique with Yockyen, Cecilia and Jiahui. They're seriously the closest friend I've made in poly and its amazing how fast we became close and im super bummed that we're changing class next year. That means making and finding new (my type of) friends again. Hope we dont turn into hi-bye friends after year1.
Oh yeah, theres still SDZ where i kinda spend lots of time in cause there are always events happening - Insync, Waves18, Jams. Wanted to get in quite badly because I wanted a cca and if i dont get in then.. I'll be cca-less since i have nothing else i wanna join haha. Im a super huge awkward turtle there (Still am) but I think im getting
alittle better now, just a little lol. Met lots of new friends in SDZ too and I highly recommend people to get a cca and stay involved in it if you want another group of close friends (((: Met lots of people who have super huge passion towards dance and it makes me feel super inferior, but i was exposed to lots of things about dance that i didnt know. (:
and... BBOY IS SO COOL. *Fangirls* I'll bet if im still the 2012 Jingyi i wont find it as cool/wont even notice it but now im like *u*
Poly life is so much better than JC life - thats what i tell myself everyday/ what keeps me motivated to continue and push on for my studies and projects. Because sometimes the projects given is such a pain in the ass. TOO MUCH PROJECTS LAH. But i bet I'll experience maybe.. 3times the stress if i was in a JC? So im always thankful that i chose a poly. For the JAE I have been comtemplating whether to go to a JC or Poly LOL - as of now I think im pretty happy with my decision.
And I think I've adapted pretty well. As in, I have always been annoying to my friends HAHAHA but in secondary school it has been the "omg you're so lame" type of annoying but in poly its the guailan type of annoying LOL. I think my gl-ing skills have improved drastically. (; I learn very fast 有没有.
I havent done a New Year Resolution before because I think I have 0 discipline for this kind of things cause im super super lazy. Take for example if I were to set a goal for me to exercise blahblahblah times a week, I NEVER EVER DO IT. I'll just forget totally about it lol.
But im still doing it now anyway:
1. Maintain this blog & not let it rot
2. Maintain my GPA
3. Less annoying/more mature..? (BUT WHERES THE FUN IN BEING MATURE.)
4. To be a better daughter/sister
5. Take good care of my skin (HAHAHAHA.) Leggo clear skin.
6. Maintain my weight/Lose weight (Bcos its impossible for me to grow anymore)
7. Be less of an awkward turtle and make > 朋友!
8. Improve in dance. (Learn/Master new techniques..? (:)
Anyway nowadays I think im becoming more and more of a quitter omg. T_T My willpower is damn weak. If i cant do something, I'll just go "I cannot do it lah!" then just give up and not train for it. Sighpie THIS SHOULD NOT HAPPEN. RAHHHHHH must be motivated to do better in everything.
Lets hope 2014 will be a better, more interesting, more fulfiling and more meaningful year. I need more (positive) interesting things to happen in my lifeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Im sosososo lazy to add pictures to this post so.. (:
Kudos to you if you've read everything because IT MUST BE BORING HAHAHAH.
2014 would be a great year!!! Im saying this based on my gut feelings yesyes :P
Till the next post!
